“Maybe the journey isn’t about becoming anything.  Maybe it’s about un-becoming everything that isn’t really you so you can be who you were meant to be in the first place” -author unkown

I don’t know what I am doing and I am okay with that.  At least I am doing something. Maybe someday something I mused here will end up touching someone out there.  My greatest aspiration is to have a meme or a quote of my own, like above, cited “author unknown”.   That’s a joke but really my intent is to make connections with you the reader. Maybe you are walking along the same path or maybe a different one, the emotions behind the stories are universal.For fifteen years, I kept attempting to drown myself, to not feel anything.  Join me in sharing random introspection of my life trying to “unfuck” myself and find my true voice.